It is late morning and a major star is kicking off. âTurn the lights on, for fuckâs sake!â she rages at a stagehand. Her fists are clenched, her tanned, tattooed arms are sticking out of a royal blue sleeveless dress, and her locks have been dyed a burnt brunette. Once her demand has been met, the star pivots to face the wide, high-ceilinged room and switches to a gentler register. âHumilia-ting!â she trills, making the last syllable ring like a bell. As laughter fills the air, she slips out of character, her body visibly relaxing. This woman is no longer Myrtle Gordon, the sozzled Broadway legend cracking up on the eve of her latest show, but Sheridan Smith, the double Olivier-winning star of the Legally Blonde musical, whose own recent troubles have left her feeling she has something to prove.
The new musical â called Opening Night and adapted by Ivo van Hove and Rufus Wainwright from John Cassavetesâ blistering 1977 film â could be just the ticket. âItâs so close to the bone,â says the 42-year-old, taking a break from rehearsals in this London studio. âIâve actually had the curtain brought down on me. Iâve been through that sort of crisis.â Myrtle â played ferociously and fearlessly on screen by Gena Rowlands, Cassavetesâ wife â is starring in The Second Woman, a melodrama limping through out-of-town previews prior to its glitzy New York premiere. Myrtle fears she has lost her youth, her grip on the role, and increasingly her mind. Her sanity becomes even more precarious after a fan is knocked down and killed outside the theatre. Soon she is seeing the dead girl everywhere.
Now regarded as a masterpiece, Opening Night was panned on its initial US release, playing to a handful of near-empty cinemas. Yet its rawness and audacity have made it an object of enduring fascination. Van Hove previously staged a non-musical version in 2008, Isabelle Adjani played Myrtle in a pared-back 2019 production, while Ruth Wilson (opposite 100 consecutive male co-stars) brought a 24-hour play based on a single scene from Opening Night to Londonâs Young Vic last year.
Perhaps Opening Night has become pertinent to all of us, not just actors, as our public and private selves have blurred in the social media age. Smithâs own crisis is well-documented. Self-doubt, anxiety and alcohol, along with grief over her fatherâs cancer diagnosis and eventual death, caused her to unravel publicly while playing Fanny Brice in Funny Girl in 2016. âGetting the script for Opening Night was a sign,â she says. âI knew I had to do the play as a way of taking control of what I went through. I felt so ashamed of that time. I need to prove Iâm not that person. Itâs been very cathartic.â
She worried that elements of Myrtleâs story might be triggering. âBut there are therapists here that you can talk to,â she says. âItâs so different from when I had my meltdown eight years ago. There was no support team then. It was just, âGet on stage!ââ Thatâs what happens to Myrtle in Opening Night, when she arrives for work practically insensible, only to be shoved in front of the audience with nothing but a black coffee to steady her. âLife imitating art,â says Smith. âIâm in a stronger place now. We find the truth of a scene, then shake it off and go home. Ivo doesnât make you live in angst.â
Watching the 65-year-old director â fresh from a recent production of Jesus Christ Superstar in Amsterdam, as well as last yearâs sell-out London run of A Little Life â it is easy to believe he is a stabilising presence. Thin as a pool cue, hair the colour of chalk dust, he calmly approaches Smith between scenes, palms pressed together or with one hand raised thoughtfully to his chin. He has a sage, priestly air â if he werenât giving direction, he could be taking confession.
Meanwhile, seated behind a trestle table with the script open in front of him is 50-year-old Wainwright, dressed in a salmon hoodie and sporting a badger-like beard. Opening Night has long been dear to the sonnet-singing, opera-writing, Judy Garland-impersonating musical polymath: he even dressed as Myrtle in the video for his 2012 single Out of the Game. âItâs a movie Iâve seen many times,â he says. âIt has changed my life whenever Iâve rewatched it, because I find myself relating to new aspects that it takes maturity to understand.â
Like Smith, Opening Night represents a kind of personal salvation for Wainwright. âBefore beginning this, I experienced a very deep depression. I was in Australia and I said, âI need something to get me through the day: a song, a poem, a phone call.â Opening Night came into my mind: the movie â and Gena Rowlandsâ performance. It really was almost a matter of life and death. I wasnât going to kill myself but I was at a very intense juncture. Then I got home and Ivo suggested we do Opening Night.â How exactly did the film pull him through? âA lot of it was that hairdo,â he laughs. âAnd that stare she has. The world is so dark and sheâs trying to navigate through the intensity.â
Van Hove has adapted Cassavetes several times before, including a production of Faces during which audience members reclined on beds, but he never consults the film versions of anything he adapts. In fact, he still hasnât seen Opening Night. âI need to feel we can create something unique,â he says. The introduction of music has altered its whole dynamic. âThereâs a unity. You donât have scenes followed by songs. One merges into the other, so that when people start singing it feels normal.â
That is evident from the section being rehearsed today. It begins with Myrtle veering off-script and flying into a fury while the ghost of her dead fan Nancy looks on, dressed in shredded denim jacket, white lace dress and black Chelsea boots, twirling a rose in her hand. When Myrtle flees to her dressing room and sits at her bulb-studded mirror, Nancy â played by Shira Haas â takes her place on stage, writhing at the feet of Myrtleâs oblivious co-star. It isnât only song and dialogue that bleed into one another here: all borders are porous, from the divisions between stage and backstage to the line separating the spiritual from the corporeal.
Devotees of Van Hoveâs work will not be surprised to learn that video features prominently, with an onstage crew filming Myrtle for a behind-the-scenes documentary, the images from their live feed projected behind the actors. âYou have to make choices as the audience,â the director explains. âYou have to look actively.â
By the end of the run-through, Wainwright has advised the musicians in the corner about one of the guitar cues â âMake it dissonant and uglyâ â and conducted the company as they sing the showâs ethereal refrain-cum-overture. Manny, the director of the play-within-the-play, gives a rousing address, slipping between speech and song, rallying the troops with the words: âWe get paid to express ourselves on stage â and part of that is pain.â
Van Hove steps in to emphasise this point. Yes, he explains, itâs a pep talk, but it isnât only that: it comes from Mannyâs heart, just as Mark Antonyâs speech in Julius Caesar emerges from his. âOutside is Gaza, outside is Ukraine. But in here, Manny is saying, âWeâre creating something meaningful that can affect the world out there.ââ The reverent hush that has descended on the room is broken by Hadley Fraser, who plays Manny. âNow, Ivo,â he says, âif you can just sing that â¦â
When I see Van Hove afterwards, he is smearing antiseptic gel over one of his palms. âI dug my pencil into my hand,â he says with a wince. âIt was quite emotional.â Well, Manny did say that pain is part of theatre. The prevailing image from the morningâs rehearsals, though, is of Van Hove watching over his company like a proud father as their voices soar together. âI call it a play about a theatre family,â he smiles. âFamilies and how they function pop up a lot in what I do.â
That will apply more than ever to his forthcoming adaptation of The Shining, to be staged next year with Ben Stiller as Jack Torrance, the ultimate flawed patriarch immortalised by Jack Nicholson on screen. âEverybody thinks of the Kubrick movie, which for me is a masterpiece,â says Van Hove, before mentioning its author. âBut Stephen King hated it. When I reread the book, I could understand why. The first 100 pages are gone. And thatâs when you see the father has his issues. Itâs why they go to the hotel so he can be alone and write. What Iâve done is go back to the book. It will be a very different thing from Kubrick.â
With its ghosts, unstable creative types and harrowing mental collapse, however, not so different from Opening Night.