It is difficult to explain the cumulative impact this devastating chronicle has over 280 pages. It describes a mounting toll of demise and destruction, with every day bringing extra heartrending information of properties demolished and kinfolk and colleagues killed. Step by step, it makes it clear that there isn’t any protected place within the Gaza Strip. Hazard is all over the place, just like the low hum of a mosquito.

Atef Abu Saif is an acclaimed Palestinian writer and journalist in addition to being minister for tradition within the Palestinian Authority. On 7 October he discovered himself in Gaza purely by probability. He was as a consequence of converse at a cultural occasion in Khan Younis to have a good time Palestinian Heritage Day, however discovered himself as a substitute on the centre of a battle.

Abu Saif lives together with his circle of relatives within the West Financial institution, however he and his spouse grew up in Gaza. He had travelled there forward of time together with his adolescent son, in order that they might see grandparents, kinfolk and mates. Within the occasion, he was there for 85 agonising days earlier than, in desperation, he and his baby made their solution to the Rafah crossing and from there again to Ramallah.

Few who learn this can have direct expertise of battle; we’re amongst generations within the west which have been blessed to dwell with out battle. That’s the reason we’re obligation‑certain to position ourselves within the footwear of those that do endure these horrors, particularly when our governments provide the armaments that make battle doable. Abu Saif would say ruefully that his individuals, the Palestinians, have lived by 75 years of battle, beginning with displacement and compelled exile after which the denial of self-determination and a safe homeland. Conflict has stalked his grandparents’ lives, these of his mother and father and now his. The knowledge of expertise is handed on: “When bombing begins, transfer to the center of the constructing, a hall or stairwell … probably the most fortified a part of the constructing.” Or, chillingly: “Don’t keep collectively. Sleep elsewhere. In order that if a part of the household is killed, one other half lives.” However no one in Gaza actually is aware of maintain protected.

Abu Saif’s diary data growing assaults from sea and air; the drones, the flashes of sunshine earlier than explosions; the nights spent counting bombs and, if sleep comes, the nightmares of bleeding youngsters. He tells us of the bombing of hospitals the place individuals had taken sanctuary, the bombing of church buildings and mosques, faculties and universities. Electrical energy is minimize off. He explains how notices fall from the sky saying in Arabic that anybody who stays north of the stream that bisects the Strip might be thought to be partnering with a terrorist organisation. They’re to maneuver south. However Abu Saif is aware of that this might be no assure of safety. The day earlier than, mates who had adopted the orders have been killed in missile strikes as they moved slowly in site visitors on the southbound highway. They’d obeyed different orders to maneuver twice earlier than. Transfer on. Transfer on. And what then? Transfer out?

Abu Saif joins chains of males, lifting items of concrete and passing them alongside, determined to search out life beneath the rubble. The son of a cousin wanders the streets calling for his youngsters by title, believing they could nonetheless be alive after his home was blown up. His howls of grief are insufferable, and Abu Saif tries to dam out his lament. Folks we’ve come to know within the early days of the journal are misplaced too, killed in in a single day bombardments or in efforts to flee the advancing military.

Meals, gasoline and water run out, as do medicines and bandages. There are not any painkillers or sedatives. The wounded are operated on with out anaesthesia. Abu Saif makes no pretence of bravado and describes his personal worry of demise. “I heard its steps rising louder and louder. I noticed its jaws open, because it grew nearer. Simply be completed with it, I believed.”

After which, Abu Saif’s sister-in-law, his spouse’s solely sister, Huda, her husband and most of their household are killed in a missile assault – civilians dwelling atypical lives, blown to smithereens in their very own house. He can not bear telling his spouse. He goes to what’s left of the home together with his father-in-law and searches by the rubble because the previous man weeps. The one survivor is Wissam, one of many daughters, who had simply graduated from artwork college. Atef finds her in a hospital, each her legs amputated and lacking her proper hand. She is delirious, dreaming an terrible dream that her limbs have gone, however it’s horribly actual.

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The individuals of southern Israel undoubtedly suffered horrible atrocities on 7 October 2023 by the hands of Hamas. Nevertheless, we’ve to be able to holding two truths in our hearts. What is occurring to the individuals of Gaza can be deeply horrifying. Three ideas underpin the regulation of armed battle: the excellence between combatants and civilians, proportionality, and the duty to take applicable precautions to minimise civilian hurt. Is that this a genocide? The worldwide courtroom of justice (ICJ) will determine that difficulty within the fullness of time. In the meantime, beneath the genocide conference, the world is predicted to forestall such a trajectory. The ICJ has given a warning to Israel; now could be the time for all of us to say: sufficient is sufficient. As Abu Saif’s account so vividly exhibits, this battle has to cease, and a very simply peace should be secured.

Helena Kennedy KC is a barrister and member of the Home of Lords. Don’t Look Left: A Diary of Genocide by Atef Abu Saif is printed by Comma Press (£11.99). To help the Guardian and Observer, order your copy at guardianbookshop.com. Supply expenses might apply.

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